IF I COULD HAVE A CHOICE…

If I could have a choice, I never chose to be with you.
If I could have a choice, I never chose to live in trauma all those years with you.
If I could have a choice, I must have chose happiness when I was suffering from sadness.
If I could have a choice, I chose my career instead of waisting all those years chasing and caring you.
If I could have a choice, I chose myself not you.
If I could have a choice, I chose friends over loneliness being with you.
If I could have a choice, I chose world over a small apartment stucked in it with you.
If I could have a choice, I must chose freedom instead of being your slave.
But that was past…
Yes, a past which I erased from my present.
Now no “IF I COULD HAVE A CHOICE”.
Now “I HAVE A CHOICE”.
Yes, I have a choice to choose whatever I want for me, for my life, for my happiness…
We carry burden of wrong relationship till last, hoping one day or maybe someday everything will be alright.
But when we lost all strength and efforts, when there is darkness everywhere and not a single faded ray of hope,
At that point we made our mind and heart strong to leave every wrong things behind.
Because sufferings and pain being with someone wrong will never end.
It’s a kind of cycle which goes on and on.
Better learn to love yourself first, learn to be strong when you are alone, learn to enjoy your own company and specially learn to live without an expectation from others.
You will definitely see the change.
Nothing can harm you easily neither emotionally nor mentally because now you know how to deal with it.
So remove “IF” and always apply “I HAVE”.

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    1. Yes, I love this present aroma of life full of freedom and tons of choices where I am free to choose for myself. Thank you so much dear friend for your blessed compliment. God bless you ♥️♥️

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  1. Is it true? Have you done it? Is the bird free of her cage? Does she sing in the branches of the tree? Yes I can hear the song of freedom, the song of independence. Fly little one, your cage is no more.
    Beautiful…

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    1. Yes Mr. Forster, it is true, finally I tasted freedom, I am singing happily over on branches the song of hope and freedom. And Mr. Forster now I am discovering myself, my qualities, everything. And finally cage is broken too. Thank you so much for always blessing and encouraging me unconditionally. I always feel very blessed 😊🙏🏼 God bless you always ♥️♥️

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  2. Your suffering has not been in vain Ritika… You are an exquisite perfume and a costly, vintage wine that you would never have been without it. So many of your writings have the fragrance of the knowledge of Jesus Christ in them- a scent from crushing and bruising that brings great pleasure to our God….
    How I thank Him that when our broken hearts are healed, we will still have Heaven’s aroma, along with joy unspeakable. God bless you Ritika for your perfumed words and life.
    ❤️Michele
    P.S.: This writing’s theme and last line especially, have the Master’s touch.. The song “Change” by Yanni and Chloe on youtube has it, too. I think you’d be blessed by it, especially by her touching performance in the end. It’s your beauty expressed in song.

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    1. Thank you so much dear beautiful soul. Your compliment always fill my heart with happiness and satisfaction. And your blessings means a lot to me♥️ Your beautiful words always inspire me to explore more, to write more with courage about my life incidences. I am blessed to have you in my life. God always bless you dear Michele.
      I would love to listen the song recommend by you and definitely I will listen it today. Thank you for being a part of my life. Lots of love♥️
      Ritika

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  3. Wonderful, heartbreaking and uplifting at the same time! We all have choices to make. It isn’t easy sometimes to choose the right one. Never say IF; only say WHEN and then you CAN! Your writing is very heartfelt. Bless you!

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