A girl who committed 5 sin…Sabrena
- Unrequited Love
Well they are the 5 sin committed by Sabrena. But are they actually a sin? Let’s find out what this story holds.
Sabrena was a beautiful combination of beauty with brain. Her sharp, pointy eyes draws magnificent attention of others towards her. Her seductive smile lured every guys heart. Her long hair compelled every Bucko’s mind towards it’s shine. She was unique. She was the youngest among three siblings, three sisters. They all were extremely beautiful seems like Aphrodite gave special time and attention while creating them specially Sabrena. Since childhood Sabrena was the most loved and privileged one because she was the youngest. Her every demands was fulfilled within a second. This made her stubborn, aggressive, rebellious but she knows how to control it perfectly when it comes to her family but for outsiders she played a role of fire the aries , Athena the goddess of war when someone trying to poke her continuously. Every guy around her was dying to be with her, to propose her but scared of her too because she punched really hard over on face. She didn’t scared of anyone or anything. She was bold maybe like Helen who betrayed her husband Menelaus and ran away with her love Paris without caring about the outcomes.
Her school girls always burned in jealousy because of her perfection. They cursed themselves that why Aphrodite didn’t pay much attention while creating them. Sometime perfection, beauty becomes fatal. And this what exactly happened with Sabrena.
When Sabrena was hardest hit by puberty at the age of 13, her body language started changing. There is some strange feelings started growing vigorously inside in her body. She started discovering the law of attraction towards opposite sex. She tried to controlled them but at last she failed.
The first sin which she committed at the age of 15 was Infatuation, yes sounds strange that how infatuation can be a sin but it was in the eyes of society. She fell for a guy who was much older than her but sadly it was an infatuation. She broke all the barriers, societal norms, went against towards her family. She did all what she can never imagined to do just for him. She robbed her own parents and gave all the cash and few jewelleries to that infatuation. He used her a lot for his pleasure because he knows that she scared of nothing and loved him blindly. Her family learned about it from the neighbors because both parents were working and both sisters left home for higher education. Sabrena was left alone with her parents. This infatuation turned her into a criminal. She suffered a lot because of this infatuation, her own family berates her, socity was addressing her as a characterless girl. She broke when that infatuation left her for another prey. Her sisters holded her and protected her by keeping her with them. She suffered through hallucination, depression, she tried to attempt suicide for that infatuation but her family was there for her to hold her during her sufferings. At last she recovered, it took time but she became fine and started living a healthy life. For society she committed a sin, a crime, she was a criminal. Really ? Then who is a victim that infatuation, that guy who robbed her feelings, love and trust?
The second sin so called in societies eyes she committed was Attraction. After all those sufferings she was introduced by her elder sister to her friend. He was handsome, young gentleman, who fell for Sabrena on the very first sight. He was a genuine guy. Sabrena lacked love in her heart. But this guy was always there for her in her tough and happy times. Sabrena’s heart was again started blossoming with love. She started liking him and finally they announced that they were in an official relationship. Sabrena’s family and sisters was really happy that finally she found a perfect and genuine guy. There love started growing more stronger every passing day and lasted for seven years. When Sabrena asked him about getting married after seven years. That guy got puzzled. He had no answer and tried to avoid the question. Sabrena understood that all those seven years she was just an attraction for him and nothing else. She broke once again, she got robbed once again by the glimpse of love, she was cursing her fate. Once again she failed but this time with the hands of an attraction and again she became a culprit. So this was a second sin committed by her in the people’s eyes. Do you really think that it was a sin? Who is the victim again, that attraction who failed to fulfilled his promises ?
Third sin was committed by her was Unrequited love. Yeah what to say maybe her luck was testing her really hard. After an year she met a guy in a family function. He was planning to leave to Australia for job. He noticed Sabrena in the party with an enormous eyes. She was standing in the corner with a glass of wine, quite, alone and lost. He went towards her and found her full of laden. Before he start conversation with her one of his friend interrupted and started talking to Sabrena. He got really angry, his face was turned red but he controlled. All youths in the party planned to play stare, dare and truth game. Sabrena and her sisters joined the game too. Someone rotates the bottle and it stopped to that person who was talking to Sabrena in the party. He choosed dare. Sabrena’s cousin gave him a dare to propose Sabrena. Everyone was waiting like a hungry lion to see the proposal but that unrequited love was burning in jealousy. Finally that guy came to Sabrena and proposed her in a very romantic way. Sabrena was feeling a bit uncomfortable and said nothing. Few days later the unrequited love flies to Australia. Sabrena was busy in her college life. One day she got a call from Australia. The calling no. was inappropriate. Firstly she hesitated to pick the call but than she picked. Someone said hello, how are you from the other side. Sabrena asked who is that. The other person described himself and Sabrena got that who is he. She asked from where he got her no. he said I always had your number. Sabrena found it uneasy and cut the call. She received a text, a request to talk for once and bingo once again phone rang. She took a deep breath and picked the call. He expressed his love towards her and proposed her over on phone. Sabrena didn’t took it for concern and replied we can be a friend that’s it. And now they are good friends. They started talking everyday, sending endless text to each other and slowly, slowly Sabrena started getting attached to him. He gave too much efforts so that Sabrena must accept his proposal and yes once again Sabrena choosed darkness. She said yes. She started loving him , there relationship was a long distance one but still they maintained it for 2 years while entering in the 3rd year of their relationship Sabrena found it was nothing but an unrequited love. She found him cheating because of his mismatching of text. Sabrena broke off with him. He tooked it lightly. She was now enough strong to move alone due to these experiences. That unrequited love realized late that he was in love with Sabrena but now she refused to be with him. He called her sometime and repenting for his mistake but Sabrena moved on, she stopped replying to him. For so called society she again committed a sin by trusting someone whom she barely knows. Seriously?
Oh god please pour some mercy over on this poor girl. The fourth sin was really beautiful called possessiveness. Sabrena was so devastated, she started living with her sisters so that she must not over think and enjoy her life. She started travelling with her second sister who was a traveler for the change of environment and she was loving it. Sabrena joined office as an intern after her graduation. Going office became her daily routine now. She found stability of mind after so long but every good thing didn’t last long . So here her luck, her destiny again tested her patience. Many office colleagues offered there love which was overpowered by lust to her. She refused them all because she knows it’s nothing but a lust. One day she visited on second floor to collect some papers from another department. That department head was her good friend. She collected the paper work and returned back to her desk on third floor. There was a guy on second floor was best known for his straightforwardness. Many girls tried to lured him, he was so stubborn that he refused them like a shit, but he was awestruck by sabrena’s beauty. His heart captured sabrena’s glimpses in his heart and mind when she came for papers on second floor. The friend, department head noticed him because he was in her team and found it bit shocking. She asked bluntly to that poor fellow, do you like her? He blushed and said nothing. Next day Sabrena’s friend told her about the guy and convinced her to talk to him once. Sabrena somehow agreed and talked to him, she found him comfortable though he was continously blushing. Sabrena and this guy became office friend. They started eating together, taking breaks together. Sometime he went to drop her to her place. They became very friendly in a short span of time. He used to take care of her a lot like his princess. He started bringing lunch, snacks and tea for her. Sabrena was becoming fond of him. They started enjoying there time together. He started joining her in all the trips planned by her sister. Together they were creating a beautiful memories. People around them were frying in jealousy. But they both cared nothing. They are not in any relationship but they are not friend anymore too. After few months Sabrena quit job and focused on her higher studies. While he continued his job and taking care of her too. Days were passing beautifully but slowly slowly that guy started becoming possessive. In the starting Sabrena liked it but now it turned into intensed one, they started arguing every single day over on silly issues. He wants her not to talk any guy not even her friends. He started checking her phone, tracking her locations. Sabrena became so disturbed. One day he crossed all the limits when he reached to her sisters apartment in the morning around 2 a.m. to check over on Sabrena because he thought that Sabrena went for a late night party with any guy. Sabrena bursted into an anger and asked him to leave immediately. Her sisters asked her about this. She told everything. Her second sister advised her to leave him otherwise one day his this behavior will become fatal for her. So this was Sabrena’s fourth sin. She Left him because of over possessiveness. I mean she don’t have rights to live freely. Choosing to live freely is really a sin? Society, society what to say about it.
Sabrena she always maintained her hope for the right one and learned to never gave upon life no matter how difficult life was treating her. Her fifth sin was that she got trapped into a lust puzzle. I feel really bad for her now. How someone can be so positive and strong after suffering emotionally and mentally this much? This lust trapped her spiritually whom she met online. She was always hardly hit by love game and failure of relationships that she is scared of being Loved or to fall in love anymore. She already knows that it was a lust trap and she intensionally choosed to live darker side of love for now. I feel sorry, sad for all her sufferings which changed her perception towards love. I just wanted her to be happy. Choosing lust over love was again a sin in the society which itself full of endless lust, attraction, infatuation, unrequited love, possessiveness.
What do you think, that Sabrena really committed sins? All those five failed relationship whom society is addressing as a sin. Failure in relationships is called as sin? What was her mistake? In every relationship she was a victim, she was a one who was used, betrayed, suffered emotionally and mentally by the hands of all five guys. Still society is addressing her as a culprit. I mean why they are not thinking about those guys, why they are not questioning about them who broke her trust, her heart by there fake actions, emotions, love and commitments. Who played with her trust. Are they not a real culprit? Why so called society is trying to pressurized over on Sabrena who only suffered and received nothing. Why society is addressing her as a sinner? It’s all because society is still giving priority to the patriarchal environment? In my eyes Sabrena was a fighter, a brave girl, a girl who can roar, no matter how many scars she received over on her soul in the shadow of failed love. I respect her. God has tested her a lot, her sufferings is about to end and I am praying for the beautiful future for her. She is not a sinner for me she is a winner. It’s my personal perception. Everybody have there own way of thinking and I totally respect it but just think about Sabrena.